ABLE

So...

Distractions are my friend right now. I pretty much am filling up my time with about anything I can think of. For instance, in the past few days I have gone antiquing, baked some cookies, went to bible study, survived work, had a friendship lunch date, washed my car, ran 2 miles, had a friendship date at Kaldis (coffee shop), ran 3 miles, took picture of random things and I plan to have a girls night tonight, clean and run tomorrow, have a night out on Friday, and get a pedicure with my mom and sister on Saturday. Yet, in the midst of all of this, I still have to process and think and muddle through...life.

There are just so many things that come...even just simply cleaning out my purse, because it is feeling way to heavy to be a purse, brought a tinge of pain (and when I mean tinge, I don't mean tinge at all). Unexpected moments just come and blindside you. The only thing I know is that prayer with God is everything. I talk to Him, and I am bluntly honest. I love that I can talk to God and tell Him everything I am saying and He listens. He gives me that moment to be mad and upset or completely hysterical or just blah.

You wouldn't think there would be joy, but there is. You wouldn't think there would be hope, but you experience it in ways you wouldn't think. And, when you find yourself down, it is amazing that you can pray for other people in your life. I don't think I've had more hope for individuals in my life who also find themselves in mire than I did last night. But I know God has them and me, and we will be set free because HE IS ABLE.